I beg you to let me keep my position in the sky. I am venus the planet; the first red dot in the sky.  I don't want to cause anybody pai...

I'm trying out Better Help and the first session was today. There is a feature when you sign into your account where you can make journa...

I’m happy. I’m in Pittsburgh in the morning at an Einstein Bagel place alone. I feel like a guy getting away with something - like this mino...

Money doesn’t do it for me. Sometimes I wish that it did. I’m not paying rent and I’m still broke. I’m uncomfortable. Laura pays when we go ...

I’m still doing that thing where your human body is violin strings. Besides that I’m getting better at wood working. I’m in my shop that’s t...

I like the term "alcohol use disorder." It sounds vague and impersonal. Unlike the term "alcoholic" it doesn't seem ...

When you ask a person for specifics, you are asking for closeness. You have indicated that you heard them. You can divert your eyes ; demure...

I’ve let myself get bashed apart over and over. I stood back and watched like it was an experiment. The ocean dulls the sharp edges of glass...

My hand is a wide flat toad resting on the wheel. Look at your hand on the wheel. If you see a wide flat toad let me know. Our hands might b...

 I try to put ethics first. And logic. I’ve always kept that close to my heart.  I’m happy with what I’ve seen and who I’ve shared time and ...

It’s unlikely I’ll return to the same reality where we first met.  If we haven’t yet met, it feels entirely possible we will meet some day i...

I haven't talked for real here in a long time. I tell myself it's for ethical reasons. Part of me is convinced I can't do justic...

 Bicycle is the only thing. Please only keep remembering bicycle 

When you aren’t sleeping in a van your life is less pure. Every day can be crisp and real ; stethoscope to the beating heart of earth. If yo...

Prone and alone. Lime green in a mean mist. 

The plot is in the title. No preferred frequency shakes me. My feet will flatten 55 gallon drums. 

I need a new way to make money. I decided to double down on woodworking last year. Now I'm prying open my Roth IRA to pay off my credit ...

I was in LA 32 days ago rolling off a two-day sober stint. They were supposed to roll tape two weeks earlier. Two weeks earlier, I was ready...

Landed in LA a couple hours ago. My luggage is an Aldi shopping bag that fits the criteria for free and can easily fit my shit for three day...

Stopped at Wawa for a coffee and a pre-made breakfast sandwich. When my card was declined twice, two separate people in line leapt forward t...