I shipped a ton of eBay items today. A ton more are ending later. I also have more to list.
Taking a single tiny Ritalin makes a huge difference. It's not the shocking miracle it seemed like the first day I tried it, but it's an extremely helpful nudge in the right direction. I feel like - and this comes as a shock - I'm able to operate like a normal person. I was sure in the past that I was shitty-lazy, but I think my psychology is in fact more complicated. I have huge aspirations and wonderful ideas. I have goals and plans. Somehow I let all of it get heaped under a pile of dirt. Now I'm ready to brush it off again and see if it can fly.